Labour Day

Story Of My Life
30th April 2009

"Labour Day" in 30 minutes!!
More Babies!! HURRAY!! LOL

Captain Ball training tomorrow!!
IA Games on Saturday!! =D

Captain Ball fever starts!
Makan Bola, Tidur Bola, Hidup Bola!! XD
Thx to Mark C. for the line LOL

And by the way...
Just argued with Mum...
I guess I'll be walking to church tomorrow. =.="

["Swift"]
steph_knightz

Beneath My Skin

Story Of My Life
28 April 2009

One man's trash is another man's treasure.
My family members calls me crazy sometimes...
for using rubbish and unwanted items for my art & craft.
But who cares...I call it creativity!

And so I was reading my up on my History.
Chapters about Islam is driving me nuts!! *faints*
It was winter wonderland in my study room..
So I put my hands in my pocket to kill the numbness.
Pull my hand out and a ball of thread came out with it.

Looks at the thread....
Looks at the ice cream stick on my table...
Emo-fied myself and TATA~~
Another idea for art and craft and photography. LOL

Inspired by this unnamed feeling beneath my skin.
I don't know what's it called...
Suspicious? Love? Depression? Anxiety?
Whatever it is...it makes my life a living hell
everytime I try to close my eyes and sleep. *sigh*

Well I called this one "One Sided". You know...
When you love someone..but that someone doesn't feel the same towards you.

A post on Sports Day MIGHT be posted up...
depending on my free time...
IA Games this Saturday!! Can't wait! =D

["The Heart I Once Had"]
steph_knightz

Venom

Story Of My Life
22 April 2009

Recently finished another tribal art.
My brand new Artline 210 (size 0.6) *POOF*
WTF!? YES! WTF! ALL INK GONE IN ONE GO! *sobs*
Bought it on Sunday...Now need to get a new one. -__-||

Well this art is inspired the brand Razer.
Almost bought Razer's DeathAdder during PC Fair.
But decided not to cause I know the consequences for buying it is HELL. LOL

Well, enough crap.
Here's my newest tribal art. TATA~

["Lycosa"]
steph_knightz

Anxiety

Story Of My Life
21 April 2009

Now that I've done this...
Whats gonna happen next?
Is it gonna be good or is it gonna turn out real bad?
Will it be a beautiful beginning? Or is it just another heart broken tale?

Yes, I've been feeling anxious constantly since Saturday evening.
Thinking and worrying so much that my head almost burst...
Fear chills down the spine, a burning sensation in the heart...
Like the Bible says in Proverbs 12:25 ; An anxious heart weighs a man down.
I hate being like this =/ *Sigh*

Every time when anxiety strikes,
There will always be a construction of this "imaginary bridge" in my head.
What's that!? The worries and fear in my thoughts of course.

As my friends tell me, "Don't cross it until you come to it."
That line helps a lot...And I mean a lot!
There may be no need of crossing that bridge after all!
So why the hell am I tormenting myself worrying on something that might not happen!?

I'm always reminded that a child goes to his/her father
and receive direction and comfort when he/she is facing problems.
Similarly, we can go to our heavenly Father with our problems.
Psalm 55:22 in the Bible said; Cast your cares on the LORD and he will sustain you.

Yes, in persistent prayers, God can give us an inner calm
that protects our mind from being disturbed by unnecessary anxieties.
By God's grace, I'm feeling so much better now. =)

And here is a very interesting verse from the Bible.
A friend of mine shares with me the other day
when we were talking about relationship problems

Proverbs 3: 5-6

⁵ Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
⁶ in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will direct your paths.

That verse above,
now is the verse I would remind myself of when things goes wrong.
And indeed it too helped me fight the anxious feeling whenever it strikes.
Thank you loads friend. You know who you are. =]

God bless y'all
and goodnight citizens of the world.

["Sleep Well"]
steph_knightz

INVERTED

Story Of My Life
17th April 2009

C O C O N U T *sings* LOL
Taken at the coffee shop in front of Botanical Garden
after the school's cross country.

The florescent green string hanging on my pencil case....MAGNIFIED

Stickies!!! XD
I miss doing them. =/

*Points above* "Deja vu"
One of my favorites out of the many.

Instead of counting sheep to waste time..
Try finding

• Crown Of Kings
• My Happy Ending
• Breakaway
• Pissed Off
• Pieces
• Bag Of Chips
• I Came, I Saw, I Conquered
• Crush, Kill, Destroy
• Trinity
  
• Velocity
• Inverted <--- salutes you if you can.
  

Finally...does the picture below "BUGS" you? LOL
Don't look if you're entomophobic. *evil smirks*

["Stars"]
steph_knightz

Fallen Angel

Story Of My Life
17th April 2009

School was having another sports event.
Sukan Saringan this time around...

The weather isn't that good on that day.
Cloudy, drizzling, rain, strong winds.

When the rain stopped, the clouds were still covering the sun.
Switch my camera mode to "Dusk & Dawn" mode.
Haven't try this mode before so I took a few shots of the sky.

The result was this:

Edited the pic I took.
Played with the colors, brightness and contrast.
Gave it a more evil like look . *evil smirk*
Turns out better than I expected. =D

Fallen Angel

Upon looking at what I just edited...it reminds me of the book of Revelation in the Bible.
Still remembered when Bing Hwang was teaching me about Eschatology.
From the book of Revelation, where the Archangel Micheal fought with Lucifer.
And Lucifer lost and was hurled to the earth.

[Revelation 12: 7 -9]

⁷ And there was war in heaven.
Michael and his angels fought against the dragon,
and the dragon and his angels fought back.

⁸ But he was not strong enough,
and they lost their place in heaven.

⁹ The great dragon was hurled down
—that ancient serpent called the devil, or Satan, who leads the whole world astray.
He was hurled to the earth, and his angels with him.

Amazing how sometimes photography and art
can picture your imagination?

Till then..
Btw...a new Adidogs poster will be up soon. *evil smirk*

["Abyss"]
steph_knightz

Bruised

Story of My Life
17th April 2009

The result of 2 tug-of-war matches is 48 hours.
A 10 cm long bruise mark on my arm. =/
Beneath the skin is another minor ligament sprain and muscle ache.
Good thing the victory gained was worth the suffering.
Tunku Putra into the finals babeh!! Bring it on Hamiltons!!
Uraaaaaaaaaaa!!!

["Unbreakable"]
steph_knightz

A Closer Look

Story Of My Life
15 April 2009

Took some pics above while I was in school today.
It was raining the whole morning
that the sports event have to be postponed to a later time.

The first pic and second pic are from Arif's rubber band ball.
Location: 5 CEKAL Classroom

Was throwing it around in class XD
Manage to bounce it across 4 tables continuously
and hit the bullseye (Daniel's file) Shhhhhhhhh LOL
Physics + Add Maths help me do the trick =D
Call that skilled =P

3rd picca for today...
Location: School's Tennis Court

The flower...seeing it reminds me of my childhood life back in Sg. Ara.
Usually see it growing by the roadside..loads of them!
I would pull the white petals out, put it on my hand and blow it. =D
That was 10 years ago =/

The 4th pic was taken after school. *points above*
Location: School's car park area.

Was waiting for the others to get in Uncle Kang's van
This purplish blue flower caught my attention
while I was walking around at the car park area.
Snap snap snap away!!

I'm in love with macro <3

Oh yeah!! Tunku Putra won today's tug-of-war match!! Whee~~
It was between TP and Cheeseman for the first round.
We PWNed them 2 rounds in a row =D
Here are some pics...taken by Josh.

The Power Bombs!!


Making holes for grip


Look at Shannon LOL


1 2 PULLLLLLLLL!!


Spot me!! should be easy LOL

I was shouting extremely loud.
Cheering on the team as I pulled. =D
*Sore throat* *coughs coughs* *voiceless*

Nav told me the way I shouted "1 2 Pull"
kinda inspired him on how to cheer on his Pinhorn mates later.
So proud LMAO

Tomorrow...going agaisnt HARGREAVES. *faints*
God bless us and give us strength. *prays*

["Sorrow"]
steph_knightz

Yellow

Story Of My Life
13 April 2009

So it was after Add Maths,
I decided to lay low in the Ed Board room.

While I was there,
I looked out of the window..
Gosh, the view is beautiful.
The roads and field were carpeted with the Angsana tree flowers.
Added with the zephyr that was blowing... *Speechless*

Without hesitation,
Me, Jon and JJ went down stairs to get some shots.
Sadly, we have to use the lousy Olympus DSLR..
But the shots I got was still satisfying.

Yellow

Had loads of fun while we're taking shots.
I got as low as possible to the ground to take the shots.
Man, the view is just lovely.

I saw this tree bark lying on the ground of the school field.
There were some Angsana flowers on it...
Switched to macro and snap snap snap away.

Then I saw this basketball on the school field..
A very cool idea crossed my mind...Perfect! =D
And here's how my imagination was illustrated through photography

And then we decided to fool around for a while..
Jon and I did some modeling XD Jon did 99.99% of it. LOL
Go check out Jon Lim's blog/facebook for it. LOL

And while Me and Jon posed for the camera..
*Hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonks!!!*
It was the School Principal in his car honking at us.
We taught we're in deep trouble...ponteng class to take pics LOL

Went up to his car and *heart beats fast*
And to our surprise...he actually praised us for what we're doing
and asked us to take more. LMAO How cool is that...
He even give us suggestions on where to take the shot. XD

Next we went to the pond area.
Saw the flowers on the tables and benches.
Got another idea...

I grouped some of the flowers together...
Shaped them into a certain shape and took a shot.
I think you know what shape it is...

For Acts 9:36 =)

The wonders and beauty of God's creation. <3

["Who I Am"]
steph_knightz

Suffering Saviour

Story Of My Life
11th April 2009

Was at church 2 hours ago..
Was there for the Penang Assemblies Easter Conference 2009.

Reached there at 7.40 pm..
Thought I was early, 20 mins more till 8.
I thought wrong!! The hall was already 3/4 occupied.

Stepped inside and saw my fellow SAGH and SNGH church mates.
Bing Hwang, Justin, Felicia, Natalie and Tabitha.
Took a seat next to Bing Hwang and we chit chat.

Justin was playing with Felicia's new phone.
A Sony Ericsson W910i I think.
Bing Hwang saw it and took it for a look.
The first thing he did was touch the screen. *Press press press*
"Eh? No touch screen eh...no shiok lah"
Me and Justin was like "LOL?"

Aunty Fang Fang, Tabs' mum, came up to us
and asked us to move in front to fill up the spaces.
So Me and Bing moved while Justin remains at his place
since he has to wait for his mum.

Saw Stephanie as well...
Not my sister if you're wondering..
Another Stephanie...Stephanie Perera.
She messaged me to say hi. LOL
Could have just looked back and wave. LOL

And so the Gospel meeting starts.
Sang some familiar songs..
Old Rugged Cross and Because He Lives.

After that, the choir sang.
I only know one of the songs they sang,"The Purple Robe".
Sang it during YP 2 or 3 weeks ago.

After the choir sang,
It's time for the main event.
The speaker for the evening is Mr. M.A. Joy from India.

Mr. M.A. Joy

Erm..a short biography on this man..
I got it from the flyer LOL

M.A. Joy is a commended worker and an elder
from a 105 year old Assembly in India
that has planter 9 other assemblies in the last 35 years.
Prior to being called to full-time ministry, Mr Joy served in the Indian Air Force.
With his gift of ministering God's word, he has traveled widely to 41 countries
including M'sia and has taught in several Bible Colleges.

I missed out the first day, which he speak on "Promised Saviour"
Today he is speaking on "Suffering Saviour"

He's damn good I would say.
The way he expressed how Jesus was tortured and crucified..
Man..I can sort of feel the pain as well.

GOD never forsakes anyone on earth...
But only forsakes those who are in hell.

Learned a very important lesson today. *points above*
Mr. Joy really opened my eyes into this.
No matter how bad or wicked you are now..
GOD still accepts you with open arms if you chose to believe in HIM.

The session ended at 9.30 pm.
After that, there were refreshments.
Had some cakes and sandwich.
Chatted with the SAGH and SNGH church mates.
Alan, Bing, Kenneth, Vincent, Justin, Jeff and Tabs. =D

Finally found transport to go for SAGH's Lord's Supper.
Alan agreed to pick me up in the morning. =D

Talked to Tabs and Kenneth.
And just when Tabs asked me how I'm going home...
*Phone rings* Looked at the screen...Mum.
Showed Tabs my phone...there you go...the answer to your question. LOL

Waved goodbye to Tabs and the others.
Kenneth reminded me to bring the DVDs...
Alan reminded me about the free ride tomorrow...
Bumped into Tabs' dad when I was heading out.
Said bye and all and I left the church building.

So that's basically how I spent my Saturday night.
Tomorrow...Long looooooooooooooooong day..
SAGH in the morning, tuition at noon, SNGH in the evening. LOL
Sure KO at the end of the day. Doinks

I'm going off now...
Nights all. God Bless.

"For GOD so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,
that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."
John 3:16

["Eternally Saved"]
steph_knightz

BIG BADDA BOOM

Story Of My Life
10th April 2009

The result for using the ultimate weapon...
You destroy an enemy...you gain 5 new ones. *slap heads*

["Steps"]
steph_knightz

Trust

Story Of My Life
9th April 2009

A screen shot I took while playing Mirror's Edge

Forget the fear. It's just a crutch
That tries to hold you back
And turns your dreams to dust
All you need to do is trust

Those lines are from Fireflight's Unbreakable.
Currently addicted to it...A damn good song..
That is if the sound of electric guitars are music to your ears.
Especially Carmen Ng...who has "weak eardrums" =P

P/S Eight more post to 2oo post XD

["Panic Attack"]
steph_knightz

Paranoid

Story Of My Life
9th April 2009

Inspired by:
Linkin Park's Papercut

["Papercut"]
steph_knightz

Beauty In Ugly

Story Of My Life
9 April 2009

Was extra early today for school...
In class were only Jagath and me.
So I went to my table and sat down.

Before I took my Chemistry book out to read,
I spotted something on my table.
It's a Heterocera...In other words, a moth.

Quickly took out my compact camera and switch to macro mode.
Tried taking a few shots but all failed terribly. =(
Got something to keep my hand steady,
made the place as bright as possible and
I got some really close up shots.

The moth was really friendly...
My cam was like 3 cm away from it
and it didn't flew away but stayed stationary.

The friendly little fella

I still remember how my primary school teachers thought me
how to differentiate between a butterfly and a moth...
The pretty ones are the butterflies...the ugly ones are the moths.

After looking through the pics I took...
Moths aren't ugly...they have their own beauty as well.
You just need to know where to look for the beauty in ugly.

Insects aren't that freaky after all...
I find it real cute LOL

["Desert Skies"]
steph_knightz

Flight

Story Of My Life
7th April 2009

Spread your wings and flap =P


My fav shot...although a lil' blur due to slow shutter =/


Action....


Consequences ROFLMAO (Click for a better view)


Sexy legs *evil smirk*


*trying hard not to laugh*


*Speaking in Indian accent* !@#$%$#$!#


Meng looks very happy. (Look where his hands are) XP


Up..up...up



If someone called Nav from behind...Meng will lose his "pearls"

All of that above happened this morning
during our Sukan Tara event.
Be back with some pictures of day 2 of Sukan Tara.
Till then.

["Sway"]
steph_knightz

Speak

Story Of My Life
6th April 2009

In my mind, there is so many things that I wanna say..
In the end..I chose to just smile and wave goodbye. *sigh*

Is it that hard to open the mouth and speak?
I wonder sometimes...Something seems to held me back.
Maybe it's just me being phlegmatic. =/ *sigh*

Oh well..life goes on.
Hopefully it won't be deja vu all over again.

I'm off to bed.
Nights all. *waves*

["Rain"]
steph_knightz

Magical

Story Of My Life
5th April 2009

Made my blog a new header.
Cause I'm bored looking at the previous one.
Used my previous artwork as a base
as I'm lazy to make a new one.

And a lil' tweak, resize and all..
I came up with this.

Inspired by:

• Fatal Frame II - Crimson Butterfly
• Butterflies
• Butterflies
• Butterflies
• Butterflies
• Butterflies
• Butterflies
• Butterflies
• Butterflies
• BUTTERFLIES!!

Yes! I'm obsessed with B.U.T.T.E.R.F.L.I.E.S.
They're magical!! =D

["Against All Odds"]
steph_knightz

Amazing Love

Story Of My Life
5th March 2009

My Lord, what love is this that pays so dearly
That I the guilty one may go free.

Amazing love oh what sacrifice
The son of God given for me
My debt he pays and my death he dies
That I might live, that I might live

And so they watched him die
Despised, rejected but
oh the blood he shed flowed for me

And now, this love of Christ
shall flow like rivers
Come wash your guilt away, live again!

*Hears music, open eyes*
That song above woke me up.
That song was playing from 12.41 am till 7 am this morning on my phone.
Was listening to that song over and over again till I fell asleep =P

So being a good boy...
I got up 7.10 am in the morning...On a Sunday...
Being extra good...I chose to study.
Studied Bio Form 4 chapter 4. Finished it in about 50 minutes
I change my clothes after that and went out for a morning walk.

Plug in my earphone and pressed play.
First song played by random...Relient K's Deathbed. LOL?
Good song to start of the day!! XP

The song is basically bout this guy's life from beginning till end.
One thing about this song is that
it makes me feel like crying when the chorus was sang.
It goes something like this...

But this was my deathbed
I died there alone
When I closed my eyes tonight
You carried me home

And so I went around the 800m field 5 times then head back home.
It was 9 am when I reached home.
Had some bread and I boot the laptop.

The usual...Plurked and played Spore.
Wanna finish off Space stage so I don't have anymore reasons to play PC games.
Good boy huh? *Halo appears above head*

At 10.45 am, left house for Sungai Ara Gospel Hall.
Youth Hour! Wheeeeeee~~ =D

Reached church at 11.00 am.
Went in, dropped my bags and talked to Kenneth.
Talked bout games. The one of the many things we have in common. LOL

Saw "her" too. *waves* =)
She's here today in the morning.
But she's going back to SNGH for the Sunday School =/
But it's good to see her...even for a minute. =]

So Youth Hour started with quite a big group.
Just before it starts, the 3 Mah brothers gotta leave. =/
Aiks...kurang 3 kawan for today. Bleah...

Justin was running the show today.
Sang some songs then we break into our classes.
My class only has er...lets see...*counts with fingers*

1. Alan
2. Myself
   
3. Bing Hwang
4. Stephanie
5. Sarah
6. Justin
7. James

7 people!! LOL?
Kurang manyak member today lah. LOL
Still, class was very enjoyable.

When I was unzipping my bag to get my Bible..
*Zip breaks* WTF!?

Alan starts off with....
"Wah..so little people today... Chill la today...Chill chill"
Alan then distributed some coconut sweets LOL

It was the leftovers when he distributed in YP 3 weeks ago.
According to Alan...this candy is "Malaysia Truly Asia". LOL

And throughout class the sound of sucking and licking of the candy can be heard.
Halfway when Alan was reading, he got distracted by it. LOL
Learned bout some new stuff..."The Malaysian Passport" *HORROR MUSIC*

Alan: It's the most demanding passport in the black market you know.
Because it allows you to travel to almost every country in the world..
Except one place...It's printed on your passport. Stephen, you know?
Me: Er...Never been on a plane before. So I don't have a passport.
Alan: Really ah? I see...Nevermind, one day we bring you out. *laughs*
All: *laughs*

And so the "forbidden" place is Israel.
Lazy to elaborate why...go ask the government.
Found out Justin is like me as well...Never been on a plane before.
I'm not alone!! Wheee~

Class ended at 12.35 pm.
Was suppose to take a class pic but attendance was poor.
Somemore, Paul's camera just ran out of juice. LOL

Followed Aunty Chai See back to her house.
Gosh the weather is steaming hot. *tssssssst*
Back at aunt's place, I had a simply lunch and watched CSI.
At the end of the show, I washed my face and got myself ready for tuition.

Class started at 2.30 pm and ends at 4.30 pm.
Today my performance is good. =D
Able to answer all questions and
formed a "ajaran sesat" way to solve a question. LOL
Ate another coconut sweet in class. *sucks and licks* XD

Class ends!!
Went out and hop into the car.
Now going to pick up my younger bro from tuition.

Plug in the earphone and listened to Linkin Park.
Somewhere I Belong!! It's been 5 years since I last heard it.
Listened to Papercut, In The End, Crawling and Numb as well.
Ah..the good old songs of Linkin Park.

Reached back home.
Bathed and watched TV.
Watched some Chinese show, "Guess, Guess, Guees"
Found out theres actually a hospital in Taiwan
built in the theme of Hello Kitty. Wow!! Amazing stuff!!

And now...I'm blogging..
To kill time till 8 pm...where I'll finish revising my Bio Form 4.
FYI - I did 6,7,8,9 then 1,2,3,4 and now left 5.
One more chapter left...Chapter 5. Confusing chapter. *pulls hair*
Wish me luck... *fingers crossed*

["Sway"]
steph_knightz